Friday, January 21, 2011

Death wants more death - Charles Bukowski



Death wants more death, and its webs are full:
I remember my father's garage, how child-like
I would brush the corpses of flies
from the windows they thought were escape-
their sticky, ugly, vibrant bodies
shouting like dumb crazy dogs against the glass
only to spin and flit
in that second larger than hell or heaven
onto the edge of the ledge,
and then the spider from his dank hole
nervous and exposed
the puff of body swelling
hanging there
not really quite knowing,
and then knowing-
something sending it down its string,
the wet web,
toward the weak shield of buzzing,
the pulsing;
a last desperate moving hair-leg
there against the glass
there alive in the sun,
spun in white;
and almost like love:
the closing over,
the first hushed spider-sucking:
filling its sack
upon this thing that lived;
crouching there upon its back
drawing its certain blood
as the world goes by outside
and my temples scream
and I hurl the broom against them:
the spider dull with spider-anger
still thinking of its prey
and waving an amazed broken leg;
the fly very still,
a dirty speck stranded to straw;
I shake the killer loose
and he walks lame and peeved
towards some dark corner
but I intercept his dawdling
his crawling like some broken hero,
and the straws smash his legs
now waving
above his head
and looking
looking for the enemy
and somewhat valiant,
dying without apparent pain
simply crawling backward
piece by piece
leaving nothing there
until at last the red gut sack
splashes
its secrets,
and I run child-like
with God's anger a step behind,
back to simple sunlight,
wondering
as the world goes by
with curled smile
if anyone else
saw or sensed my crime

Thursday, January 20, 2011


Time you enjoy wasting, was not wasted.

John Lennon

Wednesday, January 19, 2011


A bird does not sing because it has an answer It sings because it has a song

Thursday, January 13, 2011



Δεν υπάρχει στον κόσμο δύναμη σαν τον έρωτα. Κι' όταν τον έχει κάποιος μέσα του, όταν απλά και μόνο τον διαθέτει, έστω κι' αν δεν ξέρει πως να τον χρησιμοποιήσει, εκείνος θα επιδράσει και θα ακτινοβολήσει και θα βοηθήσει να βγει κανείς απ' το καβούκι του και να πάει παραπέρα. Ποτέ δεν πρέπει να χάνει κανείς την πίστη, απλά θα πρέπει ν' αντέξει διατηρώντας την (ακόμα κι' αν δεν είναι παρά μιά πίστη μονάχα!).

Ο οδηγός του ποιητή γιά την ζωή
Η σοφία του Ρίλκε - εκδόσεις Πατάκη
μετάφραση Αλεξάνδρα Νικολακοπούλου

Monday, January 10, 2011


Le seul alchimiste capable de tout changer en or est l'amour. L'unique sortilège contre la mort, la vieillesse, la vie routinière, c'est l'amour.

Sunday, January 09, 2011

a birthday - Christina Rossetti


My heart is like a singing bird
Whose nest is in a water’d shoot;
My heart is like an apple-tree
Whose boughs are bent with thick-set fruit;
My heart is like a rainbow shell
That paddles in a halcyon sea;
My heart is gladder than all these,
Because my love is come to me.
Raise me a daïs of silk and down;
Hang it with vair and purple dyes;
Carve it in doves and pomegranates,
And peacocks with a hundred eyes;
Work it in gold and silver grapes,
In leaves and silver fleurs-de-lys;
Because the birthday of my life
Is come, my love is come to me.

Saturday, January 08, 2011

If death is kind - Sara Teasdale


Perhaps if Death is kind, and there can be returning,
We will come back to earth some fragrant night,
And take these lanes to find the sea, and bending
Breathe the same honeysuckle, low and white.

We will come down at night to these resounding beaches
And the long gentle thunder of the sea,
Here for a single hour in the wide starlight
We shall be happy, for the dead are free

Thursday, January 06, 2011


With the transformation of perception and correct awareness, it happens that members of family separate, friends are going apart, political views change, job becomes boring, money becomes tasteless, wordily goals insignificant. Some won’t resist and will flip back to balance, thinking that “ignorance is bliss”; few will understand, and pursue the true happiness, born out of pacified chaos.

ο φίλος μου Lama Shenpen Rinpoche

Wednesday, January 05, 2011


A flower falls even though we love it and a weed grows even though we do not love it.

Tuesday, January 04, 2011


The path of the enlightened one leaves no track, it is like the path of birds in the sky.

Sunday, December 26, 2010


"When you have faults, do not fear to abandon them."

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Alone - Sara Teasdale



I am alone, in spite of love,
In spite of all I take and give—
In spite of all your tenderness,
Sometimes I am not glad to live.

I am alone, as though I stood
On the highest peak of the tired gray world,
About me only swirling snow,
Above me, endless space unfurled;

With earth hidden and heaven hidden,
And only my own spirit's pride
To keep me from the peace of those
Who are not lonely, having died.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Ερωτας και θάνατος - Δημήτρης Λιαντίνης


Κάθε φορά που ερωτεύονται δύο άνθρωποι, γεννιέται το σύμπαν. Ή, για να μικρύνω το βεληνεκές, κάθε φορά που ερωτεύουνται δύο άνθρωποι γεννιέται ένας αστέρας με όλους τους πρωτοπλανήτες του.

Και κάθε φορά που πεθαίνει ένας άνθρωπος, πεθαίνει το σύμπαν. Ή, για να μικρύνω το βεληνεκές, κάθε φορά που πεθαίνει ένας άνθρωπος στη γη, στον ουρανό εκρήγνυται ένας αστέρας supernova.

Έτσι, από την άποψη της ουσίας ο έρωτας και ο θάνατος δεν είναι απλώς στοιχεία υποβάθρου. Δεν είναι δύο απλές καταθέσεις της ενόργανης ζωής.
Πιο πλατιά, και πιο μακρυά, και πιο βαθιά, ο έρωτας και ο θάνατος είναι δύο πανεπίσκοποι νόμοι ανάμεσα στους οποίους ξεδιπλώνεται η διαλεκτική του σύμπαντος. Το δραστικό προτσές δηλαδή ολόκληρης της ανόργανης και της ενόργανης ύλης. Είναι το Α και το Ω του σύμπαντος κόσμου και του σύμπαντος θεού. Είναι το “είναι” και το “μηδέν” του όντος. Τα δύο μισά και αδελφά συστατικά του.

Έξω από τον έρωτα και το θάνατο πρωταρχικό δεν υπάρχει τίποτα άλλο. Αλλά ούτε είναι και νοητό να υπάρχει. Τα ενενήντα δύο στοιχεία της ύλης εγίνανε, για να υπηρετήσουν τον έρωτα και το θάνατο. Και οι τέσσερες θεμελιώδεις δυνάμεις της φύσης, ηλεκτρομαγνητική, ασθενής, ισχυρή, βαρυτική, λειτουργούν για να υπηρετήσουν τον έρωτα και το θάνατο.

Όλα τα όντα, τα φαινόμενα, και οι δράσεις του κόσμου είναι εκφράσεις, σαρκώσεις, μερικότητες, συντελεσμοί, εντελέχειες του έρωτα και του θανάτου.

Γι αυτό ο έρωτας και ο θάνατος είναι αδελφοί κα ομοιότητες, είναι συμπληρώματα, και οι δύο όψεις του ιδίου προσώπου.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Le rendez-vous - Paul Claudel


Forêt profonde...
Il fait si sombre...
J'entends quelqu'un avec moi qui marmotte
et qui fait des gestes,
Quelle est cette ombre?
La pluie qui tombe.
Le viellard marche tout noir entre les arbres
gigantesques.

L'oiseau s'est tû.
J'ai trop vécu.
C'est la nuit et non plus le jour.
Fille du ciel
La tourterelle
Chante le désespoir et l'amour.

La mer d'Irlande,
Brocéliande,1
J'ai quitté la vague et la grève.
La plainte lourde,
La cloche sourde,
Tout cela n'est plus qu'un rêve.

Bois ténébreux,
Temple de Dieu,
Que j'aime votre silence!
Mais c'est plus beau
Quand de nouveau
S'élève ce soupir immense!

Au fond du monde
La foudre gronde,
Tout est menace et mystère.
Mais plein de goût
Du rendez-vous,
Je marche vers le tonnerre!

Monday, December 13, 2010

Ο ΓΛΑΡΟΣ ΙΩΝΑΘΑΝ ΛΙΒΙΝΓΚΣΤΟΝ

Sieste - Paul Claudel


Deux heures après diner
Il est temps de se reposer

Ni mouvement aucun bruit
Deux heures après midi

Un chien prudent vient inspecter
La terrasse du café

Tout est fermé à la Mairie
Item à la gendarmerie

Dans le vide de l'église
Le crucifix agonise

Le jet d'eau chez le notaire
Suit son rêve protocolaire

Mais la chambre silencieuse
Dégage une odeur ombreuse

De feuillage et de lilas
De cire et de chocolat.

Dans la corbeille à ouvrage
Le livre abandonné surnage

Et l'œil sous le long cil éteint
Tenant sa main avec sa main

Insensible à travers le store
Au rayon qui la colore

Sommeille dans le demi-soleil
Une jeune fille vermeille.

Thursday, December 09, 2010


Keep a green tree in your heart and perhaps a singing bird will come.

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

The Voice - Sara Teasdale



Atoms as old as stars,
mutation on mutation,
millions and millions of cells
dividing yet still the same,
from ancient Eastern rivers,
from turquoise tropic seas,
unto myself I came.

My spirit like my flesh
sprang from a thousand sources,
from cave-man, hunter and sheperd,
from Karnak, Cyprus, Rome;
The living thoughts in me
spring from dead men and women,
forgotten time out of mind
and many as bubbles of foam.

Here for a moment's space
into the light out of darkness,
I come and they come with me
finding words with my breath;
From the windsom of many life-times
I hear them cry: "Forever
Seek for Beauty, she only
Fight with man against Death!"

Sunday, December 05, 2010

Since there is no escape - Sara Teasdale


My body will be utterly destroyed,

This hand I love as I have loved a friend,

This body I tended, wept with and enjoyed;

Since there is no escape even for me

Who love life with a love too sharp to bear:

The scent of orchards in the rain, the sea

And hours alone too still and sure for prayer --

Since darkness waits for me, then all the more

Let me go down as waves sweep to the shore

In pride; and let me sing with my last breath;

In these few hours of light I lift my head;

Life is my lover -- I shall leave the dead

If there is any way to baffle death.

Saturday, December 04, 2010

somewhere i have never travelled - e.e. cummings



somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond
any experience, your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near

your slightest look easily will unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully, mysteriously) her first rose

or if your wish be to close me, i and
my life will shut very beautifully, suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;

nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility: whose texture
compels me with the colour of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens; only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

I have loved hours at sea - Sara Teasdale



I have loved hours at sea, gray cities,

The fragile secret of a flower,

Music, the making of a poem

That gave me heaven for an hour;


First stars above a snowy hill,

Voices of people kindly and wise,

And the great look of love, long hidden,

Found at last in meeting eyes.


I have loved much and been loved deeply --

Oh when my spirit's fire burns low,

Leave me the darkness and the stillness,

I shall be tired and glad to go.

To A Stranger - Walt Whitman





Passing stranger! you do not know
How longingly I look upon you,
You must be he I was seeking,
Or she I was seeking
(It comes to me as a dream)

I have somewhere surely
Lived a life of joy with you,
All is recall’d as we flit by each other,
Fluid, affectionate, chaste, matured,

You grew up with me,
Were a boy with me or a girl with me,
I ate with you and slept with you, your body has become
not yours only nor left my body mine only,

You give me the pleasure of your eyes,
face, flesh as we pass,
You take of my beard, breast, hands,
in return,

I am not to speak to you, I am to think of you
when I sit alone or wake at night, alone
I am to wait, I do not doubt I am to meet you again
I am to see to it that I do not lose you.


Monday, November 29, 2010

Unquiet Grave - Kate Rusby

Wild Mountain Thyme - Kate Rusby


I am a sculptor, a molder of form.

In every moment I shape an idol.

But then, in front of you, I melt them down

I can rouse a hundred forms

and fill them with spirit,

but when I look into your face,

I want to throw them in the fire.

My souls spills into yours and is blended.

Because my soul has absorbed your fragrance,

I cherish it.

Every drop of blood I spill

informs the earth,

I merge with my Beloved

when I participate in love.

In this house of mud and water,

my heart has fallen to ruins.

Enter this house, my Love, or let me leave.

Sunday, November 21, 2010


Les chambres intérieures de l'âme sont comme la chambre noire du photographe. On ne peut y séjourner longtemps, sinon cela devient la cellule du névrosé.

Saturday, November 20, 2010



...I said to my soul, be still, and let the dark come upon you
Which shall be the darkness of God. As, in a theatre,
The lights are extinguished, for the scene to be changed
With a hollow rumble of wings, with a movement of darkness on darkness,
And we know that the hills and the trees, the distant panorama
And the bold imposing facade are all being rolled away–
Or as, when an underground train, in the tube, stops too long between stations
And the conversation rises and slowly fades into silence
And you see behind every face the mental emptiness deepen
Leaving only the growing terror of nothing to think about;
Or when, under ether, the mind is conscious but conscious of nothing–
I said to my soul, be still, and wait without hope
For hope would be hope for the wrong thing; wait without love,
For love would be love of the wrong thing; there is yet faith
But the faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting.
Wait without thought, for you are not ready for thought:
So the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing.
Whisper of running streams, and winter lightning.
The wild thyme unseen and the wild strawberry,
The laughter in the garden, echoed ecstasy
Not lost, but requiring, pointing to the agony
Of death and birth...

T.S. Eliot (East Coker)

Tuesday, November 16, 2010


"Ο άνθρωπος σήμερον αναπτύσσεται τεραστίως. Εις ηλικίαν ολίγων ετών γνωρίζει όσα δεν εγνώριζαν οι γέροι των περασμένων γενεών. Νέος ακόμη έχει χλωμιάσει απάνω σε ογκώδη βιβλία κι έχει δηλητηριασθεί με τους μεγάλους πόθους και με τη δίψα τη μεγάλη των νεώτερων ψυχών... Πως μπορεί να νοιώσει κανείς σήμερα την αφελή χαράν των προγόνων;
Εκουραστήκαμεν από τη σοφία των βιβλίων, έρχονται και παρέρχονται οι ποιηταί και μας αφίνουν τα δάκρυά των και τις αμφιβολίες των κι εκουραστήκαμε πλειά να διαβάζομε και να ρωτούμε και να περιμένομεν απαντήσεις.
Ποιός μπορεί ν'αγαπήση σήμερα τη μεγάλη αγάπη των πατέρων του, τη φαιδράν αγάπη των προγόνων του, αφού μέσα στα βιβλία και τις ψυχολογικές αναλύσεις των νεωτέρων συγγραφέων είδε διακεκορευμένα όλα τα μυστικά της αγάπης;
'Οταν τα χείλη της πλησιάζουν τα χείλη μου ξέρω -μου είπαν- τι σκέπτεται, τι όργια πλάσσονται κάτω από το δέρμα της.
'Οταν πηγαίνω στην Εκκλησιά ξέρω -μου είπαν- τι κρύβεται μέσα στο άγιο Δισκοπότηρο, τι σκέπτονται τα μάτια των ιερέων και γιατί πηγαίνουν οι γυναίκες.
'Ολα τα ξέρει ο σημερινός άνθρωπος. Τίποτε δεν αφήκαν παρθένο στη ψυχή μας. Η εξουσία, η Επιστήμη, η δόξα δεν μας αρκούν πλειά. Κάτι άλλο ζητούμε."

ΝΙΚΟΣ ΚΑΖΑΝΤΖΑΚΗΣ, 1906, σε ηλικία μόλις 23 ετών...

Monday, November 15, 2010


Nous voyageons pour chercher d'autres états, d'autres vies, d'autres âmes.

Anaïs Nin

Monday, November 08, 2010

Iacopone da Todi



Iacopone da Todi από τον Paolo Uccello

'Amore, Amore' grida tutto 'l mondo,
'Amore, Amore' onne cosa clama.
Amore, Amore, tanto si prefondo,
chi plu t'abraccia, sempre plu t'abrama!
Amor, Amor, tu si cerchio retundo,
con tutto cor, chi c'entra, sempre t'ama;
ché tu si stam'e trama, chi t'ama per vistire,
cun sì dolce sentire che sempre grida 'Amore!'
Amore, Amore, quanto tu me fai,
Amore, Amore, no 'l pozzo patere!
Amore, Amore, tanto me tte dài,
Amore, Amor, ben credo morire!
Amore, Amore, tanto preso m'ài,
Amore, Amore, famme en te transire!
Amor, dolce languire, morir plu delettoso,
Amor medecaroso, anegam'enn amore....

Iacopone da Todi 1233-1306

Angelo Branduardi - Vanità di Vanità

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Neville Brothers - Bird On A Wire


Support beings with your whole nature and protect them like your own body. Indifference towards beings must be avoided like poison!

Nagarjuna

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Burnt Norton - TS Eliot


I

Time present and time past
Are both perhaps present in time future,
And time future contained in time past.
If all time is eternally present
All time is unredeemable.
What might have been is an abstraction
Remaining a perpetual possibility
Only in a world of speculation.
What might have been and what has been
Point to one end, which is always present.
Footfalls echo in the memory
Down the passage which we did not take
Towards the door we never opened
Into the rose-garden. My words echo
Thus, in your mind.
But to what purpose
Disturbing the dust on a bowl of rose-leaves
I do not know.
Other echoes
Inhabit the garden. Shall we follow?
Quick, said the bird, find them, find them,
Round the corner. Through the first gate,
Into our first world, shall we follow
The deception of the thrush? Into our first world.
There they were, dignified, invisible,
Moving without pressure, over the dead leaves,
In the autumn heat, through the vibrant air,
And the bird called, in response to
The unheard music hidden in the shrubbery,
And the unseen eyebeam crossed, for the roses
Had the look of flowers that are looked at.
There they were as our guests, accepted and accepting.
So we moved, and they, in a formal pattern,
Along the empty alley, into the box circle,
To look down into the drained pool.
Dry the pool, dry concrete, brown edged,
And the pool was filled with water out of sunlight,
And the lotos rose, quietly, quietly,
The surface glittered out of heart of light,
And they were behind us, reflected in the pool.
Then a cloud passed, and the pool was empty.
Go, said the bird, for the leaves were full of children,
Hidden excitedly, containing laughter.
Go, go, go, said the bird: human kind
Cannot bear very much reality.
Time past and time future
What might have been and what has been
Point to one end, which is always present.



II

Garlic and sapphires in the mud
Clot the bedded axle-tree.
The trilling wire in the blood
Sings below inveterate scars
Appeasing long forgotten wars.
The dance along the artery
The circulation of the lymph
Are figured in the drift of stars
Ascend to summer in the tree
We move above the moving tree
In light upon the figured leaf
And hear upon the sodden floor
Below, the boarhound and the boar
Pursue their pattern as before
But reconciled among the stars.

At the still point of the turning world. Neither flesh nor fleshless;
Neither from nor towards; at the still point, there the dance is,
But neither arrest nor movement. And do not call it fixity,
Where past and future are gathered. Neither movement from nor towards,
Neither ascent nor decline. Except for the point, the still point,
There would be no dance, and there is only the dance.
I can only say, there we have been: but I cannot say where.
And I cannot say, how long, for that is to place it in time.
The inner freedom from the practical desire,
The release from action and suffering, release from the inner
And the outer compulsion, yet surrounded
By a grace of sense, a white light still and moving,
Erhebung without motion, concentration
Without elimination, both a new world
And the old made explicit, understood
In the completion of its partial ecstasy,
The resolution of its partial horror.
Yet the enchainment of past and future
Woven in the weakness of the changing body,
Protects mankind from heaven and damnation
Which flesh cannot endure.

Time past and time future
Allow but a little consciousness.
To be conscious is not to be in time
But only in time can the moment in the rose-garden,
The moment in the arbour where the rain beat,
The moment in the draughty church at smokefall
Be remembered; involved with past and future.
Only through time time is conquered.



III

Here is a place of disaffection
Time before and time after
In a dim light: neither daylight
Investing form with lucid stillness
Turning shadow into transient beauty
With slow rotation suggesting permanence
Nor darkness to purify the soul
Emptying the sensual with deprivation
Cleansing affection from the temporal.
Neither plenitude nor vacancy. Only a flicker
Over the strained time-ridden faces
Distracted from distraction by distraction
Filled with fancies and empty of meaning
Tumid apathy with no concentration
Men and bits of paper, whirled by the cold wind
That blows before and after time,
Wind in and out of unwholesome lungs
Time before and time after.
Eructation of unhealthy souls
Into the faded air, the torpid
Driven on the wind that sweeps the gloomy hills of London,
Hampstead and Clerkenwell, Campden and Putney,
Highgate, Primrose and Ludgate. Not here
Not here the darkness, in this twittering world.

Descend lower, descend only
Into the world of perpetual solitude,
World not world, but that which is not world,
Internal darkness, deprivation
And destitution of all property,
Desiccation of the world of sense,
Evacuation of the world of fancy,
Inoperancy of the world of spirit;
This is the one way, and the other
Is the same, not in movement
But abstention from movement; while the world moves
In appetency, on its metalled ways
Of time past and time future.



IV

Time and the bell have buried the day,
The black cloud carries the sun away.
Will the sunflower turn to us, will the clematis
Stray down, bend to us; tendril and spray
Clutch and cling?

Chill
Fingers of yew be curled
Down on us? After the kingfisher's wing
Has answered light to light, and is silent, the light is still
At the still point of the turning world.



V

Words move, music moves
Only in time; but that which is only living
Can only die. Words, after speech, reach
Into the silence. Only by the form, the pattern,
Can words or music reach
The stillness, as a Chinese jar still
Moves perpetually in its stillness.
Not the stillness of the violin, while the note lasts,
Not that only, but the co-existence,
Or say that the end precedes the beginning,
And the end and the beginning were always there
Before the beginning and after the end.
And all is always now. Words strain,
Crack and sometimes break, under the burden,
Under the tension, slip, slide, perish,
Decay with imprecision, will not stay in place,
Will not stay still. Shrieking voices
Scolding, mocking, or merely chattering,
Always assail them. The Word in the desert
Is most attacked by voices of temptation,
The crying shadow in the funeral dance,
The loud lament of the disconsolate chimera.

The detail of the pattern is movement,
As in the figure of the ten stairs.
Desire itself is movement
Not in itself desirable;
Love is itself unmoving,
Only the cause and end of movement,
Timeless, and undesiring
Except in the aspect of time
Caught in the form of limitation
Between un-being and being.
Sudden in a shaft of sunlight
Even while the dust moves
There rises the hidden laughter
Of children in the foliage
Quick now, here, now, always—
Ridiculous the waste sad time
Stretching before and after.


Thursday, September 30, 2010

Doukissa - Eirtha ki apopse sta skalopatia sou (Here I am again tonight ...

ΔΟΥΚΙΣΣΑ ΠΟΥ ΠΑΣ ΧΩΡΙΣ ΑΓΑΠΗ



Η Δούκισσα πέθανε σήμερα.

A Farewell to False Love - Sir Walter Raleigh



Farewell false love, the oracle of lies,
A mortal foe and enemy to rest,
An envious boy, from whom all cares arise,
A bastard vile, a beast with rage possessed,
A way of error, a temple full of treason,
In all effects contrary unto reason.

A poisoned serpent covered all with flowers,
Mother of sighs, and murderer of repose,
A sea of sorrows whence are drawn such showers
As moisture lend to every grief that grows;
A school of guile, a net of deep deceit,
A gilded hook that holds a poisoned bait.

A fortress foiled, which reason did defend,
A siren song, a fever of the mind,
A maze wherein affection finds no end,
A raging cloud that runs before the wind,
A substance like the shadow of the sun,
A goal of grief for which the wisest run.

A quenchless fire, a nurse of trembling fear,
A path that leads to peril and mishap,
A true retreat of sorrow and despair,
An idle boy that sleeps in pleasure's lap,
A deep mistrust of that which certain seems,
A hope of that which reason doubtful deems.

Sith* then thy trains my younger years betrayed, [since]
And for my faith ingratitude I find;
And sith repentance hath my wrongs bewrayed*, [revealed]
Whose course was ever contrary to kind*: [nature]
False love, desire, and beauty frail, adieu.
Dead is the root whence all these fancies grew.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Φτελιά - Σύλβια Πλαθ




Εγώ τον ξέρω τον βυθό, λέει. Τον έχω γνωρίσει με την πιό βαθειά μου ρίζα:
Είναι αυτό που φοβάσαι.
Εγώ δεν το φοβάμαι: Εχω βρεθεί εκεί.

Να' ναι η θάλασσα που αφουγκράζεται μέσα μου;
Η πικρία της;
Η ή φωνή του κενού, που πάντα σε τρέλλαινε;

Ο έρωτας είναι μιά σκιά.
Πως ψεύδεσαι και θρηνείς στο κατόπι του
Ακου: αυτές είναι οι οπλές του: έφυγε τρέχοντας, σαν άλογο.

Ετσι κι' εγώ όλη την νύχτα θα καλπάζω ορμητικά,
Μέχρι να γίνει πέτρα το κεφάλι σου, το μαξιλάρι σου ένας μικρός ιππόδρομος,
Που θ' αντηχεί, που θ' αντηχεί.

Η θα' θελες να σου' φερνα του φαρμακιού τον ήχο;
Τώρα ακούγεται η βροχή, αυτή η απέραντη σιωπή.
Κι' αυτός είναι ο καρπός της: λευκός σαν δηλητήριο.

Εγώ έχω υποστεί τις θηριωδίες της δύσεως.
Καμένη ως τη ρίζα
Τα πυρακτωμένα ηλεκτρικά μου νήματα καιόμενα, ορθά, ένα συρμάτινο χέρι.

Τώρα γίνομαι κομμάτια, ραβδιά που εκτινάσσονται.
Ανεμος τέτοιας βιαιότητας
Δεν θα ανεχτεί παρατηρητές: Πρέπει να ουρλιάξω.

Η άγονη σελήνη, είναι κι' αυτή ανελέητη
Ασπλαχνα θα μ' έφερνε κοντά της,
Η λάμψη της με τραυματίζει. Η μπορεί να την έχω εγώ αιχμαλωτίσει.

Την αφήνω να φύγει. Την αφήνω να φύγει.
Φθίνουσα κι' επίπεδη, σαν να' χει υποστεί ριζική επέμβαση.
Πως μ' έχεις έτσι προικίσει με τους εφιάλτες σου που με κατέχουν.

Με κατοικεί μιά κραυγή.
Κάθε βράδυ φτεροκοπά προς τα έξω
Ψάχνοντας, με τ' αγκίστρια της, κάτι ν' αγαπήσει.

Πως με τρομάζει αυτό το σκοτεινό πράγμα
Που μέσα μου κοιμάται
Ολημερίς νοιώθω τις απαλές, ανάλαφρες δονήσεις τους, τη μοχθηρία του.

Σύννεφα περνούν και διασκορπίζονται.
Αυτά είναι τα πρόσωπα του έρωτα, αυτά τα χλομά κι' αλύτρωτα;
Γι' αυτά λοιπόν ταράζεται η καρδιά μου;

Είμαι ανίκανη γιά περισσότερη γνώση.
Τι είναι αυτό, αυτό το πρόσωπο
Τόσο δολοφονικό μέσα στο βρόχο των κλαδιών του;

Με τα φιδίσια οξέα του φιλιά.
Μαρμαρώνει τη θέληση. Αυτά είναι τα απομονωμένα, αργόσυρτα σφάλματα
Που σκοτώνουν, σκοτώνουν, σκοτώνουν.




Μετάφραση Κατερίνα & Ελένη Ηλιοπούλου

Tuesday, September 07, 2010

photographs - Barbara Guest


Ιn the past we listened to photographs. They heard our voice speak.
Alive, active. What had been distance was memory. Dusk came,
Pushed us forward, emptying the laboratory each night undisturbed by
Erasure.

In the city of X, they lived together. Always morose, her lips
soothed him. The piano was arranged in the old manner, light entered the
window, street lamps at the single tree.

Emotion evoked by a single light on a subject is not transferable to
photographs of the improved city. The camera, once
commented freely amid rivering and lost gutters of treeless parks or avenue.
The old camera refused to penetrate the unknown. Its heart was soft,
unreliable.

Now distributed is photography of new government building. We are
forbidden to observe despair silent in old photographs.

Reckless the end

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

my sad captains - Thom Gunn

Vladimir Kush

One by one they appear in
the darkness: a few friends, and
a few with historical
names. How late they start to shine!
but before they fade they stand
perfectly embodied, all

the past lapping them like a
cloak of chaos. They were men
who, I thought, lived only to
renew the wasteful force they
spent with each hot convulsion.
They remind me, distant now.

True, they are not at rest yet,
but now they are indeed
apart, winnowed from failures,
they withdraw to an orbit
and turn with disinterested
hard energy, like the stars.


cat island - Thom Gunn


Cats met us at
the landing-place
reclining in the sun
to check us in
with a momentary glance,
concierges
of a grassy island.
(Attila's Throne,
the Devil's Bridge,
and "the best Byzantine
church in the world",
long saints admonitory
on kiln-like inner walls.)
And lunch in a shady court
where cats now
systematically worked
the restaurant, table
by table, gazing into eyes
pleading "I'm hungry
and I'm cute", reaching
front paws up to knees
and always getting
before zeroing in
on the next table, same
routine, same result.

Sensible bourgeois
wild-cats working
with the furred impudence
of those who don't pretend
to be other than whores,
they give you not
the semblance of love
but simply
a look at their beauty
in return for food.
Models, not escorts.
They lack, too,
the prostitute's self-pity,
being beyond shame.
And we lack
what they have.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Mozart - Linea...

Cythère - Paul Verlaine


Un pavillon à claires-voies
Abrite doucement nos joies
Qu'éventent des rosiers amis;

L'odeur des roses, faible, grâce
Au vent léger d'été qui passe,
Se mêle aux parfums qu'elle a mis ;

Comme ses yeux l'avaient promis,
Son courage est grand et sa lèvre
Communique une exquise fièvre ;

Et l'Amour comblant tout, hormis
La Faim, sorbets et confitures
Nous préservent des courbatures.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

considering the snail - Thom Gunn


The snail pushes through a green
night, for the grass is heavy
with water and meets over
the bright path he makes, where rain
has darkened the earth's dark. He
moves in a wood of desire,

pale antlers barely stirring
as he hunts. I cannot tell
what power is at work, drenched there
with purpose, knowing nothing.
What is a snail's fury? All
I think is that if later

I parted the blades above
the tunnel and saw the thin
trail of broken white across
litter, I would never have
imagined the slow passion
to that deliberate progress.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Haris Alexiou-Ximerwnei

touch - Thom Gunn


You are already
asleep. I lower
myself in next to
you, my skin slightly
numb with the restraint
of habits, the patina of
self, the black frost
of outsideness, so that even
unclothed, it is
a resilient chilly
hardness, a superficially
malleable, dead
rubbery texture.

You are a mound
of bedclothes, where the cat
in sleep braces
its paws against your
calf through the blankets,
and kneads each paw in turn.

Meanwhile and slowly
I feel a is it
my own warmth surfacing or
the ferment of your whole
body that in darkness beneath
the cover is stealing
bit by bit to break
down that chill.

You turn and
hold me tightly, do
you know who
I am or am I
your mother or
the nearest human being to
hold on to in a
dreamed pogrom.

What I, now loosened,
sink into is an old
big place, it is
there already, for
you are already
there, and the cat
got there before you,
it is hard to locate.
What is more, the place is
not found but seeps
from our touch in
continuous creation, dark
enclosing cocoon round
ourselves alone, dark
wide realm where we
walk with everyone.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Spring is like a perhaps hand - ee cummings


Spring is like a perhaps hand
(which comes carefully
out of Nowhere) arranging
a window, into which people look(while
people stare
arranging and changing placing
carefully there a strange
thing and a known thing here) and

changing everything carefully

spring is like a perhaps
Hand in a window
(carefully to
and fro moving New and
Old things,while
people stare carefully
moving a perhaps
fraction of flower here placing
an inch of air there) and

without breaking anything.

Thursday, August 05, 2010

le pont Mirabeau - Apollinaire


Vladimir Kush

Sous le pont Mirabeau coule la Seine
Et nos amours
Faut-il qu'il m'en souvienne
La joie venait toujours après la peine.

Vienne la nuit sonne l'heure
Les jours s'en vont je demeure

Les mains dans les mains restons face à face
Tandis que sous
Le pont de nos bras passe
Des éternels regards l'onde si lasse

Vienne la nuit sonne l'heure
Les jours s'en vont je demeure

L'amour s'en va comme cette eau courante
L'amour s'en va
Comme la vie est lente
Et comme l'Espérance est violente

Vienne la nuit sonne l'heure
Les jours s'en vont je demeure

Passent les jours et passent les semaines
Ni temps passé
Ni les amours reviennent
Sous le pont Mirabeau coule la Seine